The girl on ninth of July ♥

Sunday, September 18, 2011

long time no see! i did a surgery =)

it has been like a hundred or thousand years ago since i last updated my blog. HAHAHA

ever since i entered the one academy i have started to use less and less english now i dont think i can still speak or type in english properly.

ummm, frankly speaking im really really sad cuz well, i always wanted to speak english all the time.

i even want my baby in future to only learn english but not any other languages. *maybe malay cuz its compulsory. lol

okay so i have done my PLASTIC SURGERY on last thurs, umm 15 sep 2011.

it was a minor surgery la. the DOUBLE EYE LID SURGERY.

lol. i dunno whether its huge news cuz well, for me, i... ummm.. i dunno. lol

so i have taken a lot (for me is alot cuz i dont like taking pictures) of pictures to record the progress of my eyes recovering to not regret after.

(thats cuz i didnt take many photos of my hand got burnt now i cant really recall it)

so these are the photos... enjoy =)

of course my face is not that smooth la. it was photoshopped.

not the shape but the colours and the skin.

it is still very very swollen on the first day. i barely can open my eyes. this is the result after a long nap from the noon to like 8 or 9 i guess.

the skin didnt appeal to be red or purple. (or so called blue black i guess)

this is when i close my eyes. u can see the stitching there.

i will have to go back on next wed to take the string off.

i tried my best to force open my eyes and took these photos. =)

in case u wanna know, i did my double eye lid at klang, Ko SKin Specialist.

this is their website =)

it was RM 2800 cuz i cut my eyes with koje method, came from japan.

so it was permanent cuz its cutting, not stitching.

the reason why i chose here is because firstly, i got a few of good reviews from the internet. secondly, i wanted to kai yan tou, *if u dunno, google 开眼头, but the doctor, which is quite in professional in plastic surgery, he asked me to not do it now yet cuz my figure might change after doing double eye lid surgery. so he didnt like wanna earn my money and asked me to do it together but he asked me to do it in a safer way.

i might or might not do the kai yan tou after this, depends on how it looks after my eyes are recovered. i dont quarantee this doctor is good but it was just my opinion la.

so yea. i think thats it for now. i got more photos i might upload it later. anyway this is my 4th day after doing the surgery already.

wish me luck! tata =)

Monday, May 02, 2011

lol...

i really got no idea... how to maintain this relationship.

i really thought i was doing the right thing then after that i thought i might be mean to you too.

u were damn mean to me. i sent like a really long message to you then what was ur reply?

u were like me. u been acting like what i act like when im mad.

we are eventually the same, arent we?

im coming back tmr! i thought i will be seeing u once i reach msia.

i thought u will be the first person who come and look for me.

its gone.the feelings are fading or what?

u said i no longer increase ur love to me.

maybe its the time to have a break.

TEA TIME!

yeahh i actually feel damn embarrassed to write this here.. hehe. i have been trying to not reveal my emotions in public. even i dint tell u what happened.

lol...i suck like shyt.

Monday, December 13, 2010

叹～

怎么会这样？怎么会被牵涉在内了？
我不是中立的吗？我不是什么都不懂的吗？

我不想要知道。你们太恐怖了。
我玩不起的，我。。不要那么困难的事～

太恐怖了。FB什么都乱乱LIKE的啦！
这样也会被误会哦？哦美国。为什么你们这样的敏感？

哪里都太透明了。在这里写会安全码？他们很厉害的！
什么都会懂的。要非常的小心做人。
生活在这个战战兢兢的情况之下，还真的很怕叻～
随时会被误会，随时会被抹黑。

哇；/ 说真的。
多少岁人了哦？怎么这样啊？
怎样才能置身事外啊？怎么才不会偏帮任何一方啊？
哎哟。恐怖叻～～

活得还真困难

Friday, December 03, 2010

:)

PROJECTS PROJECTS !!
Alot of finals projects. dying now.
Going out to pasar mlm later to take photos for my final photography projects!
been going pm for times! suckshyt.
damn freaky of crowded area.
-___-

Afta my finals im going to have alot alot of outings! and some clubbing sections maybe? hehe!

Saturday, November 27, 2010

sad day with hair gone.

Had my hair cut till really short.
doesnt like it but what can i do?
Have to keep it only lor, damn sad :(

I was moody so I didnt think much. and wanted to have some changes on myself. and yeah. yhe outcome of doing something while you're moody. NO NO.

It was so soo terrible, i mean my mood, cuz i cant even bare to see my hair now. so sad right.
I can't look intro mirrors because that reminds me of my long-gone-hair.

Anyways i just back from sunway pyramid , met with lee shen and sze wei.
Not going to tell what happened here, but uhh yeah i did something i wouldnt do before.
Nevermind worth taking a try i guess.

Going out to have tong shui with ray, jovy and teekay later. around 10?
Looking forward to it cuz we didnt get to eat it the other day.
then we went to beer factory and had some hoegardens. lol.

Joe keep telling me that my 风尘味 is gone. damnit. i want my 风尘味 back ':((

nvm i shall use some extensions.. :(