Still living good?

A friend of mine told me this,

Human tend to love someone that hurt us and hurt someone that love us.

I have to agree with this.
Normally human being tend to not appreciate what they are having currently, or something which they didnt put much effort to get and it comes all by itself.
Human being tend to appreciate something when they realised that "something" is leaving and it may not be coming back forever.

I'm loving a guy which hurted/hurts me very much.
I couldnt afford to live without him cuz i miss him every single min every single second. - i know this is very like geli or something i dont think i should say it here but i did cuz this is what i really do, only for him.
I am trying very very hard not picking up his calls and not replying any of his msg, very very hard as im those very *soft-hearted person.
Easily get cheated, easy to tam. (if only u understand kantonese, haha)

Im trying this very very hard so that i wont be that suffer in the future.

I had quite an amount of admirers (not to be perasan or something), and yup, i treated some of them very very bad.
How bad???? Not going to appeal here lar, just can say it was REALLY REALLY bad.

But anyway yes! I realised i dont appreciate them cuz they come by themself.
Who knows actually some of these guys are really a good boyf?
I was being too proud of myself i guess, i just wouldnt like someone who come and approach me by themselves.


Human tend to love someone that hurt us and hurt someone that love us.


I'm so agree with this.



Living good still?? yup.

Thanks for carmen and katherine.