Life.

Social life, networking is freakingly important in our life.
People may success because of his or her successful networking. 

I think I might have been a lil isolated when I was with my ex. 
I didnt get to know new people and what I did was all stick to him and  yes , i've got no social life at all.

so I've been trying to socialize a lil recently. 
I realised that ill have to know more ppl. I understand that I cant be living inside my own lil world forever and hide myself from the crowd.

Other than this I will have to learn to live alone without feeling lonely. which is what i guess quite important to me. I've got few besties which they will never feel bored even they are at home doing things they like or even relaxing. 

But im bored. I always need a boyf. I always want a bf to be with me, talk to me, watch movie with me, eat with me. I mean, im relying on my boyf all the time. I need someone to accompany or else ill feel so lonely to dead.

This is what I should be changing. I shouldnt have been acting so weird and isolated myself from the others. I have to learn how to deal with the loneliness, and do something meaningful with these free time (:

Im confused about my future. I was suppose to finish up my designing course but what now? I gave up half way (AGAIN) and currently working at my dad's place. 

No this is what not i am going to do. I will have to get back to my studies, i know. 
I hope i will have the strength, i can be tough and stong enough the overcome all the tensions and challenges ill be having in the future. 

Thats all for the post. 

A boring one, but they are all my sincere words.